I don't know what i want to say right now.. or write....
I am feeling so much anger, i don't know why. I could blame it on a million things, hormones, disapointment in my job, kids, life...but...that's stupid. ...Life happens, and it's all in your attidtude.My attitude right now sucks. I was on my hands and knees, scrubbing the damn bathroom.....not a pretty job ever,..thinking of how wronged i was...and....i couldnt help but feel, thru the shitty (no pun intended) scrubbing, that i was damn luckyk to even HAVE a bathroom to scrub.. I seem to vacillate between thankfulness and whining....Thankful right now, that no one is reading this.