Tuesday Night~~
I am writing tonight with exhausted fingers and a tired brain..but three days without writing is WAY to much...
Today was a true day from hell at work, with D. running around playing "my shit don't stink" mgr.Garry, the so-called mgr had a day of. She pryed into everything, and though her point was valid, it was self serving and nasty.She made him look even more miserable and incompetent as a mgr then he is. P., Mr. Manipulator, rubbed his hands together in glee, and joined in the fun downgrading Garry, while the owner and his son,( my newly hatched trainee,) coupled with D. and P in an unholy orgy of Garry bashing.
While they let the blackness engulf them, i manned the phones, ringing, ringing, ringing, with customer problems and vendor lies, and sorted them out one by one, sometimes two by two, all the time longing for the day that i NEVER HAVE TO DO THIS AGAIN.
In my carbohydrate starved world, i could have jumped into a vat of warm mashed potatoes, slid through the warm butter on top, and never come out. Instead i gritted my teeth, held on, and made it thru the day.
One more day, and then a day off....I am sipping a glass of red wine, and it is rich as blood, thick, and delicious. I can feel the tension ebbing, quieting, and soon i will change out of these work clothes and into something loose and flowing....
They say that the negativity that you bitch about is a mirror of your own faults. God Help Me, if it is true....because it sure was ugly today..
Ah, well, there is always tomorrow........later.